WoRRiEs @ PromISeS

Thanks god..my 2nd reappeal about transfering school is success..
I have been worries since wednesday because SGI princple adi sign me out ..while KE PK1 allowed me enter ..and i just need an approvement from PPD ..If PPD dont want aprroved mean i cant study f6 liao..bcoz no sch want me adi ma..Haih
Luckily, this morning receive a call from PPD office ask me go collect my letter..
Finally,i get the transfer to King Edward ..
Because of this incident,i being get scold from my parents..Huh
Really very fan and tension..Sob..I think to give up and just stay at SGI..
Yet, my mummy still help me to appeal..Thanks alot ya mum...cause u busy here and there !
There is no changes anymore ~~
DB-->SGI-->KE
Next week onwards, i have to study hard and work hard for my STPM !
Just left 1 year like that to prepare only ..Dam scared !
Gotta concentrate liao..no more "L"factor around me ~~
God..please pray for me all the the best ya !!

eND of 23 June 2008

We cant blame others when love dwindles away..for we knew from the start it never promised to say ..So ,just let it go when the time arrived..I had no comment and regret on what I had say to you ..Anyway, I still thanks for agree with my decision..Give up earlier before we hurt each other more deeply..A last long relationship is begins with the words TRUST and CONFIDENT..
Yet, i failed to do that ..Sorry, I just want you to stay happy , although I feel wasted and sad when i ownself end the relationship !
LoVE does not begins and end the way we seem to think it does ..
LoVe is a battle ..LoVe is a war ..LoVE is a growing up ..
Anyway, i appreciate the sweet moment you given to me..I miss it ~~


Cant be the perfect couple ,but we can be fren forever oh :]p
Do take care at there ya ~~ stay happy !!

STAY SINGLE ..ENJOY SINGLE ..

*Saturday *

finally,saturday is coming ..
wow..pyng is coming back from PENANG..
5 days i dint see her liao..Miss her !!
Actually she friday adi coemback just we busy so dint meet up ..
Saturday ,i sacrifice my family dinner time..
I went out with her ..
Mummy is so good..she let me out ..
Of coz la ..she know her daughter many days dint see her liao ma ..

Meet up mzen also..One of the fren i long time dint see also..
She is resting at Taiping now ~~heheX..
MZEN PLEASE TAKE CARE YOURSELF LA ~~
GEt well soon ..
Again ..siang malam our chit chat place ..
At 1st want go Prima de ..but many people..
not nice to chat want ~~
Sitting at siang malam...we keng kai till almost 1 n half hour ..
Late on we go back liao..
Suddenly ,have alot thing want share with Pyng ..
So ,i went to her house and overnitex ..
This is the 2nd time i do that ..
her mum very welcoem me go de ..LOL
That night we slept at 3 am..wow..
None stop chit chating ..Really enjoying..
We seems like very long bo talk adi ..
i tel her what is going on everyday ..
Let her know something happen in Taiping ma ..
I told her the problem i facing now ..FAn ~~
she give advise ..
usually i got problem also shared with her de..
One of my jie mei can console me ..

Thanks alot ya !!

Feeling of frustrations

1st story :
here is the only place can let me vent out all my frustrations ..
I really cant stand ..
I hate being like this ..
I cant compared anything with you..
But please la ..no 1 want to compared with you ..
Please wake up from your *syiok sendiri *de dream la..
Always think you ar the best nia..other ppl is worst ..
what kind of thinking is this ??
SELFISH~~
I dont mind if you want say smtg bad words about me ..
PLease go ON ...
Just stupid ,idiot people will heard what you say >>
NO1 is perfect include YOU !!

2nd story:
start to know who are you !! know bout your character..
Dissappointed that you is this type of person in my heart ~~
why you want treat me like that ?
actually i knew it long long ago..
just myself dont want care oli..
Always console myself..what i think is just the imagination oli ..not the reality ..
but now it become reality ..why you treat me like that ??
Lastly fall into the tragedy ..Uhuhuh
I Hate you !! Please give me an explaination !!

*still have alot of thing want mentioned out ..but lazy adi *
Stop here !!

SGI ( 2nd school of my form 6 life )

I success get transfer on thursday !!
but dint feel happy at all..
I transfering to SGI..meant i going to separate with CHOY FENN @RUEWEN
both of them going to KE..
uhuh..sad case..i going to separate with they 2 ..
life without them is bored..cant laugh together..cant gossip together..n alot more..
Sob..dont know how to survive liao..they hope i can reappeal again ..they stayed together..
Dont know how to describe SGI..NO COMMENT ~~
although i have frens at there but i still need both of them la ..
Anyway..1st day to sch i managed to know some new frens..

I miss SMDB alot ..i miss all the teacher and all my classmates..
Yo..feel like want go back there study together with your la..
but my study pakej Dont allowed me ..
Miss~~Do take care ..

SiNglE LiFe

Being a single life in our teenagers ages is really enjoying..
There no worries ..no controlling ..no stressful(except study )
We just can do anything we like..go anywhere we like ..
but ..recently heard from fren..being a couple life is really very FAN !!
They need to care their boyfriends feeling..need to report for them what they doing ..
Huh..why we must do all this thing ?/
We have our own freedom de ma ..Guy have freedom ..Gal should have freedom too..
Once we love each other..we must believe them and not control them ..stop them from knowing any frens..some worst till dont let them going out with frens ..HUH..
I hate this type of LOVE relationship ..LOVE is not everything !!

Anyway..I am enjoying my single life now !! HehEz..
Happy go lucky ..WOw..Do whatever i like ~~
*DONT ever let guys control our life *
GIRL have their own power too ..

~mOODy~ My XXL lolipop

blogging here with a moody mood..
dont know what i can frustrated out ??Huh..
*%$#@!%^&***^!%^$
Anyway..just lets me crap a little bit more at here la..
Finally ,this afternoon dad let me drive his car ..
I drove from my house to xinrou house there..
quite a distance also..Im driving without a license ..yeng leh..
luckily ..bo let police catch up ..choi ~~
Dad ask me more relax and dont so *gan cheong *..
okie..i will try my best..

Ohya..the another purpose i blogging here is...
wanted to say Thanks to my kor kor <---XENO
Thanks for your LOLIPOP oh..I received adi..
Although i cant get the biggest lolipop..but you managed to find me the XXL lolipop..
Like that also ok liao..I bo greedy want ..LOL
so many lolipop( 99% FAT Free )..going to eat til my teeth drop all liao..hahaZ
Anyway Thanks ya kor..I appreciate it ~~
Im Loving it ~~

Happy Father'S DAY to every father in the world ya !!
Hope my daddy stay healthy and happy !!

UPGRADE-ING MYSELF

No 1 is stopping us to improving ourselves..
Then why some people are not improving ??
They are still living their tradition..mind..theory..

For me..i will always try my best to uPGRADe myself..
I dont want people say me outdated or ....
But i just upgrade something which i think is necessary...
We cannot stop learning..Always learned from people..
Learn from the mistakes..Stand up from where we fall...
We are not allowed to cry and give up once we FAIL..
We must always MOVING FORWARD to achieve our goal..
LEARNING is the KEY of sucess !!
Remember dont changed your character just because of some1 ~~
Is not worthy !!

Always be your best ~~LIVE for own NOt LIVE to other people

Pre -U Life

Almost 1 month I join form6 life..Beginning still got bit blur blur whether i want take up form 6 ar not ..
But now i had decided..Form 6 life..No regret on what i had choose..
people say form6 no homework de..but everyday i come back home with Homework ..why ??
The teachers is non stop teaching..given out all the exercises ..

Form6 subjects is tough..worry cannot catch up all the subjects !!
Haiz..Penjaian Am is a boring subject ..Include all the History ~~
Huh..The teacher is boring too..
Dont know how to survived in form 6 life adi..
VEry scared i cannot cope it la..
The marking sheme is strict..Gona hafal so many things..The book is so thick samo..

I been chosen as the class monitore for 602..
Omg..dont know why they will choose me also..
Maybe im too active in class..HahAz..
Not me only..ruewen also..
In class..usually we 2 is the most noisy wan..because some of our fren does not give response to teacher de..and the are very quiet..Not like us..so Talkative ..LOL
We 2 really very enjoy the moment in class..
One of our fren say ,we bring them happiness and laughter..Hehez

Conclusion..gonna study hard in Form 6 ..No more playing liao..
Everything is start from the beginning !!Every subject is so hard..hard to understand too..
Stop here..wanna do revision for Mikroekonomi adi..(My loving subject )

~3 buddy Day~

Long time dint spend our 3 buddy times adi..
Since last year..
haiZz..this year I spend my holiday at KL..because of working..
Less contact with PYNG@ RUeWEN..
Anyway..we still manage to remain our frenship ..
We still like last time so enjoying our friendship ~~
NoN -stop laughing and joking ..

Yesterday is the last time we go out b4 PYNG went to Penang further her studies..
She is taking A-Level at Disted ..
At nitez..again she be our driver ..Thanks ya ~~
we went to POPULAR ,PIZZA HUT ,THE STORE @ SIANG MALAM ...
The moment we 3 together is really very fun..
We keep chatting and gossiping...HahaZ..
Dont know those ppl who lets us jadi mangsa de ..got keep Sneeze bo ??
IF got Sorry oh ..

Long time dont have such feelings adi..
Although last 2 weeks we share the laughter and joy at school..
But still not enough ma ..She going to leave on Saturday..MISS ~~
Anyway she say she will come back every week to find us de !!
For me FRENS is so IMPORTANT ..I cant effort to loose FRIENDS !!

HOpe too see you soon ya MY DEAR FREN...
TAke Care ~~

fOReVer sWEEt 18th <----bIRtHdAy

biRtHday Cake
My NIKE shoes
GREEN <===just like you
I LOVE YOU <===BEAR

Sunday nitex back to home very late adi..

No time to update my birthday blog..Sorry

Now lets me Re-view again at here la..heheX

Wake up around10am..felt very tired coz sat nite i sleep at 2smtg am..

Busy doing some stuffs...

Having breakfast with family..then go TESCO kai kai..

I saw a nice t-shirt at GIORDANO shop..

Planning to buy for PYNG as her farewell present..

I samo think want buy 3 lo..end up dint buy..

Coz i remember last year we 3 de birthday we get the same presents too..GIORDANO shirt..

Later,dad say want bought me a BIRTHDAY cake..

WoOw..of coz i very happy la..but i not really want eat also..

Feel waste money nia..hAHaz..

Go to Ipoh Bakery ..cant look for the cake i want @ like de..

So i told mummy ..abo wait til next week FATHER'S daY then ni celebrate together lo..

Nonit waste money ma rite ?? but mummy dont let ..

Finally i bought a LYCHEE CREAM CAKE at Prima Bakery..

Mummy present me CASH ..wOw..Thanks

While i cutting my cake ..

Suddenly my phone rang up..RIng ring !!

His sister call and wish me Plus telling me the suprise too..LOL

I was shock ..THANKS FOR YOUR SUPRISED..}p

Really dont know how to describe my feeling now ?? HAPPY ~~

Your sis send me the photo ..I choose the GREEN colour de..

because i feel the BEAR look more nicer and special..

My 2 buddies agree too..They choose GREEN for me..

GREEN BEAR more like you ..LOL..SWEET ~~

Afternoon,Teexin and meichoo come shop find me..

I dint expect they bought me a present ..

Coz b4 that teexin just told me ..want come find me and change shirt nia..

MAnatau..they present me 1 box of FORRERO ROCHER..

We went to Piano Cafe for a short chatting..around 1 hour like that nia..

I got to meet up CHER YI at MCD samo..we chit chat at there for a while..

Luckily,mummy dint scold me ..coz i non-stop going out ..WaKAkaz

Evening..went to grandpa house and find 2nd aunt..

She is just came back from AUSTRALIA..

actually the purpose i go also want go take my NIKE shoes nia..LOL

So bad la me ..Haiz..

She bought 4 pairs ..mine de is the most expensive wan..soft leather samo..

And mine de is the nicer wan..

I like IT so much~~

Thanks ya my beloved aunt !!

At nite pass my birthday with PYNG..

Very dissappointed..RUeweN cant celebrate together with us..

Coz her mummy dont let her out ..Wasted !! HAiz..

PYNG fetch me at 7 smtg..again i get SUPRISED ..

She present me a very special and meaningful present..

It is a SOMIC MIC-PHONE ..

Very special leh..Hahaz..As she say next time when she go to Penang..

She can everyday call me up ..Is FREE !!

The 2nd usage is I can talk to HIM through this mic phone..

want to ask him get 1 also liao..heheZ

Like this ma can save money liao lo..

THanks PYNG !! Appreciate ..

Too early so went to ACEWIN and find aunty..

Pyng bought a jeans at there..We chat at there almost 45min..wOw..

After that went to Prima Cafe for '2' people de celebration..

Then go Oldens Day ta pao Hot chocolate for ruewen ..

Such a nice frens she have la..Hehez..

We went to her grandma hse and keng kai..

Omg..once we step into the house..

She said:aiyo..he go back liao lo..!! Sad..LOL

She present me a SHIRT ..GREEN shirt lai de..

we crap alot of stuffs at there..

Especially..i think just we 3 know ..hahaz..because we always say that topic wan ma ..Sorry ~~

Is late ..11pm liao..tomolo got school samo..Sienz..

2 weeks holiday pass so fast..

went to Pokok Assam and buy YING french fries..

Reached quickly went for bath..aiyo so late i samo want on9 ..

what to do ?? coz i want try using the MIC phone with PYNG..

Very nice la...

many things have to do la..pack sch bag ..cut finger nails and sms-ing @ so on..

cause me so late oli update my blog..

Lastly..kindly thanks to every1 who still remember my birthday oh ~~

Loads of thanks to my parents and buddies ..MUACKZZ

i think this article will be the longest article in my blog..

Anyway i like it very much ..Weee

FULL OF SWEET MEMORIES ~~

Sweet Birthday Eve

Wake up 12pm in the afternoon..still in the blur blur mood..
Feel so tired @ sleepy..I searching for my handphone ..
dont know where i put ...
Omg..3 messages and 2 misscal..
Again i miss the chance to answer your call..
Luckily i manage to answer ur call in the afternoon..hahaz

When for lunch with parents ..Sob..Raining..
Suddenly received a call from xiao feng..
She ask me whtr tonite can replace her work bo..
coz she gona went for dinner..
Seem i so good..I promised her..
Plus i not going to FGA liao ma..Ntg to do..
PYNG went to cameron while RUEWEN went for dinner..
so left me alone..

After work TeeXin call me up to Oldens days..
Unfortunately..raining @ im tiring...
Later on..Cheryi wan fetch me go out..but is late liao..
dont know wan go bo..
End up he @ ruewen deliverly KFC to my house..
Thanks alot ya !!

12am ( 8th june 2008)<---My 18th birthday
Thanks alot to those who Wish me..
I really appreciate it ..
I would like to make a wish here..
HOPE EVERY1 STAY HEALTHY @ HAPPILY
All the best ..Study hard !!

Going to sleep liao..Goodnitex to every1 ya..Muackz ~~
Gona go and make a dream liao..hope it will come truth ~~

**My DAY **

Just get a chat box for my blog..
Unfortunately my chat box is under my article..
Abit weird la !!

Tomorrow are not going to FGA concert anymore..
Coz we cancel liao..fRens are not around..
I will stay at shop @ fat mou !! HAiz..

Anyway you promise me to countdown my bday together with me ..
Thanks ya ~~

This morning after having breakfast with aunt ..
Dont know why suddenly "Wei Fong "..
PAIN !! Sob..Hope can get cure ..I cant stand adi ~~

( 2 more days )

12.07am sit infront of the computer and dream of how i going to pass my birthday this year ??
For me..birthday is nothing special ..just get 1 year older ..
I just hope in this year everything pass peacefully and sucessfully..

Today pass my life normally..afternoon when for my car learning..
Wow..today uncle let me drive alone ..it was nice.,
Uncle not sitting bside me Im more relaxing..
I still having problem with the clutch la...Aiyo..

when to tuition in the afternoon..
Long time dint climb PJ staircase liao..abit miss it..
This year 1 week i will climb 4 times liao..Haiz..

At nitez..pyng fetch me out again..
again siang malam..with jenn and teexin..
we crap alot at there..
Come back home..mUmmy say i holiday dam busy..
Indirectly she is saying me always go out liao..
Haih..she dont let me always go out le..cham..
This sat going FGA concert..haven ask permission from her..
Hopefully she dont scold la..

* I going to be 18 years old soon* Sad~~

# MissZZ #

feeling bored..chatting with shuhpyng and him through MSN plus sms-ing with ruewen..
We chat about tomolo whether can go out bo..Coz we scared get scold frm mummy ..always go out..(actually once a while we go out also nia lo)..but still scared..Haiz..
Ruewen suggest celebrate my bday earlier while shuhpyng want celebrate on that day..
As she say the purpose she not leaving on my bday liao is because want celebrate with me..

Buddies..i know your want celebrate my bday.. I really appreciate and kam tong !!
I wish to celebrate with your 2 ..coz every year de bday also got ur 2 teman ma...

You are far away from me..But you still manage to give a call..although the time is short and the fees is expensive..Anyway you dont care also..hahaz..MIss~waiting for your suprised..
Study hard !!

Starting of June

I spend my 1 week of holiday working at The Store..
That is the 1st time i being a part time promoter ..
Is nice..Quite miss there de ppl ..hehez..

June ?? What will happen in june ??
My birthday ..Shuhpyng leaving..Ruewen birthday..Hopefully successful transfer sch..

The day without you is bored..How are you at there ??
3 months...hard to sms..everyday just can wait for your call..
The time at there is different with M'sia..7 hour different..Miss~~

Aunty is just come back from Australia..I cant wait to get my NIKE shoes..
Hooray..She promised me to bought me a NIKE shoes ma..